I met this guy about an year back at my college. He was very good looking. I never thought he would even cast a second glance at me. But he became very friendly. After a few months, the unthinkable happened. He proposed. I was experiencing all sorts of emotions. Extreme happiness at being loved by the man of my dreams. Extreme sadness at not being worthy enough for him.

After two days, I politely told him to forget me and I told him I was not interested in love. He was hurt but slowly he became alright.

Last month, I saw him with another girl. Apparently, they are in love. I felt jelaous but still could not help it. Is it a mistake that I rejected him? But did I have a choice?

Let me try to tell you all why I rejected him. I was raised by my grandparents right from my childhood. My parents were killed in a car crash when i was a small kid. This was what I was told. But later I realised that the truth was different.

The reality was, noone had any idea about who my father was. My mom was decieved by a cruel man before her marriage and my mom suffered a painful death, after giving birth to me. Few of my relatives knew about this. I am a fatherless child. I am very scared whether any man would ever accept me with an open heart. None of my friends have any clue about my background. Is it possible to hide these things from life partner? I am terribly confused and scared about my future.